perhaps now is a good time to delineate the import of this, of it all. but the truth is, not even i am aware of this. i have begun with a muddled mind but fear not i am no muggle. along with whatever it is i finally decide to enlighten you with here-- with this beautiful instrument of Release-- i plan to intersperse videos throughout the beast. daily music videos. and much more. i am leaving now, my mind is like a crowded city street at rush hour, when all the lemmings are franticly scurrying about after their mindless day at work, lacking a scintilla of regard for any other being, pushing and shoving, like rabid beasts-- unknowingly the physical manifestations of deeply repressed feelings of existential despair unhealthily reaching the surface like gritty, half-chewed finger-nails frantically clawing at the Precipice in vain attempts to hang on as the flailing, despicable body ignores the horrid Abyss below, Awaiting-- with each lemming representing ideas or projects i want and need to finish, this not being one of them. not now at least. its getting pushed aside.
